JUST FOR LAUGHS GUYS! helps you all to destress for a bit!
silenced at 11/09/2009 01:48:00 AM
Thursday, November 05, 2009
i'm running out of stamina.
this semester seems exceptionally tiring to me. i wake up in the morning feeling like i have not slept.
and i throttle to school half awake, sit through lectures restless. duno what's happening to me.
seems like its a loss of interest in life. there isn't any goals or objectives motivating me to do what i am doing. 'the world just seems to be such a dull place. everyday i wake up to find myself doing things that i am compelled to do, and not doing what i wanna do. i pass everyday meeting deadlines, rushing through work, sometimes working with people i can't get along with.
there does not seem to be any compassion in this world. its such a bore. i want to go back to my childhood, working is going to be worse.
i need a break to sleep at home. just to sleeeeeeeepp...
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Monday, November 02, 2009
something sexy. HAHHAHAA.
silenced at 11/02/2009 11:13:00 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
more more! bring more life to singapore! i wanna join in too!
silenced at 10/25/2009 01:15:00 PM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Singapore man kills child over cigarettes: court AFP - Tuesday, October 20SendIM StoryPrint
SINGAPORE (AFP) - – A Singaporean man has gone on trial charged with murdering his 23-month-old daughter in a fit of rage after he caught her playing with his cigarettes, court officials said Tuesday.
Sallehan Allaudin, 26, is accused of fatally beating his daughter Nikie in January ahead of her second birthday, causing her to die of a ruptured vein. If convicted, he could face death by hanging.
The High Court was told Monday that Sallehan, who had just returned home with his wife with a present for Nikie, went berserk after seeing the toddler had torn up and scattered his cigarettes, the Straits Times reported Tuesday.
Sallehan has pleaded not guilty to the charge.
His wife, Rozanah Mohamed Yusoff, 24, used a mannequin to show the court how Sallehan allegedly kicked and stomped on their daughter in the kitchen, the newspaper said.
The couple, who have two younger daughters, called for an ambulance when Nikie started bleeding from the nose, but she died of her injuries, according to the report.
"I did not go into the kitchen to stop my husband as I thought that was the way he wanted to discipline Nikie," the wife was quoted as saying by the newspaper.
TRAGIC. a tragic excuse to cover up such a monstrosity. whoever disciplines their children by kicking them? the wife must be plain stupid. with all due sympathy, i do not think she should bear no responsibility.
and i got to watch this video of some so called amazing chinese chefs being able to prepare a dish within a minute or so? is that glamorous? is that skillful? the fucking animal is still alive when its being served on the plate after being chopped into pieces and thrown into oil. is that what they call skillful? and the commentators are impressed by such abomination. they were impressed that a fish is being descaled, sliced, dipped into boiling oil, and served on the plate with its gills still gasping for air. they were impressed that a snake is being beheaded, skinned, removed of its guts, chopped into pieced, and served onto a plate with its body still twitching. fuckers indeed. i would like to see them being chopped and served while they are still moving. and those fucking "chefs", they are more like fucking murderers. i hope they fucking hands rot. cb.
the world is in a very pathetic state. what has became of humanity.
silenced at 10/20/2009 11:03:00 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
one week of serious mugging man. its insane. i'm kinda proud i managed to mug so much too.
the start of this week was good. i had internship offers from both EY and PWC! wheee, at least the past week of going for interviews was not in vain. then i had to make the difficult decision of which firm's offer to accept. upon much deliberation i took up PWC, and then i had to call EY up to decline their offer. i hope i'm not blacklisted because i would wanna keep my doors open upon graduation too man...
sometimes in life, we complain of not being given choices. but when they do come, its another pain in the neck. i'd rather one of them accepted me and i'll just live with fate.
so far so good. all's been going as planned. i'll be going for my winter internship with the big4 and heading to japan for an exchange after that. yay! i like it when things go as planned!
btw, last night i had a very bad nightmare and i was kinda stirred in my sleep. i dreamt that PWC called me to tell me they have revised their assessment criteria for their internship and told me though i still scored well, they are not able to offer me a position because they had stronger candidates. OMG man. i dreamt that i was very frantic because i had called EY to decline their offer earlier and was thinking of calling them back to see if i could salvage the offer. and when i woke up in the morning, i really couldn't tell if it was in the dream or reality coz my mind was so tired. then i realised it was a dream when i checked my phone and there was no call from them subsequent to the monday's call. PHEW man.
but recently my mind has been so active at night. i need to sedate my mind so that i can rest properly. most of the time when i wake up in the morning it doesn't feel like i've slept enough. last time i could sleep through the night without waking up at all until the alarm rings in the morning. but since a few months back, i realise i wake up in the middle of the night for no apparent reason and fall back to sleep again. hmmm. it might be coz my pillows are no longer comfy. i've gotta get new pillows.. and i'm getting the dark eye rings because of that. and my body isn't able to fully recover from my workouts coz i've not rested well enough. and everybody says i look like skinny now. i feel like a freaking starving african kid. :C
silenced at 10/14/2009 10:20:00 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
another weekend of dragonboating. every race reminds me of my first race and how things have changed from my first race. the food is still the same, bread, h20, banana. haha. but looking at us now versus 2 and a half years ago.. i'm thrilled.
it has been a really fulfulling journey with SMUDB. 3 different exco taking us, and each time the team moves on to a higher level. at this point, i can say that i've been with the team from when it was nobody, to a somebody which strikes fear in their competitors' eyes.
knowing that this SAVA sprints can potentially be my last race with SMUDB, i am somewhat relieved, because this 2 and a half years has indeed been one hell of a ride for me. from being a person who struggles with passing 2.4 to being able to compete in the june race with 19 other warriors in a 1km row to represent the school, i find my own progress, physically and mentally amazing.
but its really hard to say goodbye to SMUDB... its like saying goodbye to something which you cherish so much, and something that you have witnessed it grew over the years.. looking at the paddle now, i feel damn sad knowing that it's going to go back to the assets store to be passed on to my juniors. its.. been such a long journey, such a memorable journey. all the pain, the lactic, all the disappointment, all the rain, the sun, the sweat and tiredness, to all the happiness, tears of joy, excitement, anxiety. all those memories with paddle 08-49/68. its easy to say, "i'm leaving the team, or i'm retiring..haha", but its damn fucking hard to let go.
"When somebody makes it to join an established team, it only says so much about his abilities. But when somebody joins an establishing team, it says a lot more, not only about his abilities, but his character and drive.
Yup, and I’ll gladly be part of SMU Dragon’s establishment." - 4th Nov 2007.
i think i can safely say, i've held up my end of the bargain. :) now it's time for the juniors to take SMU on to greater heights.
although there is a chance that i may not paddle with the team again, team SMUDB has been etched in me.
hi all.. welcome to my whining retreat.. yup, its all about whining.
me, i am 23 this year and in life, i wanna be rich, i want material living, who doesn't?
i wanna find a good job, one that helps me grow as a person and pays me well.
before i die, i wanna make sure i've left many footprints in many people's lives, i wanna bring them joy.
i wanna help the less fortunate in the society, i believe that people shouldn't be discriminated where they are born and how they are born.
i like the sport i am doing, i hope i have the drive to do it all my life.
i like japan, its a very beautiful place. i like australia too, i like the laid backness and its nature.
i don't like to to watch movies that are gruesome or scary, why do people pay good money to be scared? i love comedies and stupid chick flicks.
people call me a bimbo, i don't agree. can be stupid at times, but isn't that endearing?
i'm beginning to think i am introverted, didn't use to be, but i'm becoming intimidated by the people around me. oh well.
i'm still trying to understand the world, how it works, how people think, how they react etc. i think its intriguing.
life should be simple, free from complications, why isn't it?
