just now as i was soaping my back, i felt a damn sharp pain on my right shoulder, and then it started aching. its damn painful, any movement will cause it to ache. i'm praying for some painkillers now. hope i can sleep through this night. if this ache persists tomorrow... then i think i'm in quite deep shit. :( my right arms feels like its going to break anytime man. even as i am typing it is damn painful. sigh. looks like i've really gotta stop gymming. :C
silenced at 11/19/2009 01:11:00 AM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
YAY I MANAGE TO RESET MY MSN PASSWORD!
THANKS TO THE MULTITUDE OF ACCOUNTS I HAVE WITH WINDOWS LIVE, AND I HAVE THEM ALL LINKED!
silenced at 11/18/2009 03:17:00 PM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
today my friend recommended me something really interesting!
http://vigilantcitizen.com/?p=2737
for the lady gaga fans out there, you might wanna read up about the cult meanings behind her MTV. i dunno if its true or its a coincidence or if she is just playing on these cult symbolisms because she is a fan of them, but its damn interesting to read about them!
there is another article to help you solve the mystery of the VMA controversy: http://vigilantcitizen.com/?p=2191
enjoy the reading! take a break from your books!
silenced at 11/17/2009 12:34:00 PM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
how this semester flies man. one blink of an eye and 13 weeks whizzed by.
this friday (the 13th) will mark the last class of this semester. i'm damn freaking glad its over coz this semester has been extremely tiring.
4 exams coming in 2 to 3 weeks time. kinda evenly spaced out which is good. i'm damn worried for my accounting modules - income tax and adv management accounting. i think accounting papers till this date scares me the most. come to think of it, i haven't sat through an accounting paper feeling easy before. FA, tough. MA, ok maybe this was one of the easier ones. AUDIT, ridiculous, don't even know what is needed. AIS, erm, what did i learn? CORP, mad shit insane crazy wtf huh wth end of paper. compared to business school papers, accounting school papers are a few levels above man.
this time there is two. income tax, which mirrors CORP. and adv management accounting, which mirrors AUDIT. i really need all the luck i can get man.
i'm really looking forward to my internship at PWC. its gonna be tough, but it'll be a good insight to see what it takes to make that 2.2k starting salary when i graduate after this tormenting academics. well i hope its something i'll look forward to after that 10 weeks tho..
something i'm more looking forward to: JAPAN!! but that's another 4-5 months away from now and its kinda.. not really exciting me coz its so darn far away, and because i think i will have a lot to worry when i am there. like bidding for modules coz i need to clear 4 modules there or i'll come back rushing my final year like a dog. and i need to worry about tonnes more things, like what am i going to eat there since food is so expensive. will i have to cook? omg if i need to cook. i'll be have stomachache everyday, or i'll probably be eating porridge with a boiled egg three times a day. and will i have to wash my own clothes? a bigger OMG if i have to coz then all my clothes will be DESTROYED coz i can't dry them properly (like my army clothes) and i'll be recycling clothes so often! and i also need to worry about how the shower facilities are like there! i WANT MY PRIVATE BATHROOM. and so many other things, like whether the gym there is good, and whether there'll be western gym rats flexing their muscles there and hogging the weights that i can only train in the midnight. and whether the internet connection there can even allow me to log on to facebook? what if nobody feeds my workers in the restaurant or nobody harvests my crops!
i think its all these worries that are keeping me up at night. i mean its not only the japan exchange. but my bloody AMA report too. and of course how am i going to cram tax within the next one week at this rate? i'm like soooooo unmotivated to do anything.
stressful. and stressful because i'm lazy.
i must tell myself: burn out is not an excuse. how can i be burnt out? i'm sleeping like 8 hours a day!
silenced at 11/12/2009 12:45:00 AM
Monday, November 09, 2009
JUST FOR LAUGHS GUYS! helps you all to destress for a bit!
silenced at 11/09/2009 01:48:00 AM
Thursday, November 05, 2009
i'm running out of stamina.
this semester seems exceptionally tiring to me. i wake up in the morning feeling like i have not slept.
and i throttle to school half awake, sit through lectures restless. duno what's happening to me.
seems like its a loss of interest in life. there isn't any goals or objectives motivating me to do what i am doing. 'the world just seems to be such a dull place. everyday i wake up to find myself doing things that i am compelled to do, and not doing what i wanna do. i pass everyday meeting deadlines, rushing through work, sometimes working with people i can't get along with.
there does not seem to be any compassion in this world. its such a bore. i want to go back to my childhood, working is going to be worse.
i need a break to sleep at home. just to sleeeeeeeepp...
hi all.. welcome to my whining retreat.. yup, its all about whining.
me, i am 23 this year and in life, i wanna be rich, i want material living, who doesn't?
i wanna find a good job, one that helps me grow as a person and pays me well.
before i die, i wanna make sure i've left many footprints in many people's lives, i wanna bring them joy.
i wanna help the less fortunate in the society, i believe that people shouldn't be discriminated where they are born and how they are born.
i like the sport i am doing, i hope i have the drive to do it all my life.
i like japan, its a very beautiful place. i like australia too, i like the laid backness and its nature.
i don't like to to watch movies that are gruesome or scary, why do people pay good money to be scared? i love comedies and stupid chick flicks.
people call me a bimbo, i don't agree. can be stupid at times, but isn't that endearing?
i'm beginning to think i am introverted, didn't use to be, but i'm becoming intimidated by the people around me. oh well.
i'm still trying to understand the world, how it works, how people think, how they react etc. i think its intriguing.
life should be simple, free from complications, why isn't it?
